Yesterday I had a few hormonal moments. I posted here whining about the dark mornings. Again. And then I ended up bickering with S over $8.
Definitely not my best moments.
In May I started taking Yaz to help with these hormonal mood swings, and overall I think they have helped. That is until I got sick. During all that I forgot to take my pills.
It was a stupid thing to do but I was so miserable that those pills were the furthest thing from my mind. Once I remembered, I started taking them again but of course it had been long enough to change my cycle.
This week would have been a "white pill" week but I skipped them and started my new pack because of my mistake.
My hormones were not fooled by this and I think they are actually pretty pissed I messed with the schedule. Pissed and taking revenge.
Needless to say I've had some less-than-best moments the last couple of days.
This morning I was laying in the bed, resentful of the dark sky and wishing for the alarms death. I laid there for over 15 minutes, knowing full well I don't have that kind of time to spare in the mornings.
Finally I drug myself out of bed and into the bathroom. As I do every morning, I looked outside. And was blessed to see this...
I ran to get to my camera and tried to take pictures from the window, but there was a glare so I ran outside in my pjs & no shoes.
I was THAT excited to see the sunrise I've missed so much. MY sunrise.
Maybe I didn't deserve it but I was rewarded this morning.
Just when I needed it most.