Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Have You Seen This Girl?

Sometimes I joke about being crazy. Everyone must seem that way at one time or another right?! But the last two days has proved I'm as cracked as Humpty Dumpty.

Cracked. Crazy. Cuckoo. Insane. Mad. Touched.

Emotionally I've been a complete mess. A blubbering, teary mess. Over nothing. In the last 48 hours tears have sprung forward about all kinds of trivial shit. Things that normally wouldn't get a second thought have turned me all kinds of melancholy.

I'm not that girl. I'm NOT.

Or at least I wasn't. ~sigh~

How do I find ME again? That's the question...

13 comments:

Christina said...

I hate when I do that too. I'm always the tough girl... the meanie. Now commercials for coffee and tissues can turn on the faucets. Don't even try watching a Lifetime movie. Just sayin'.

CaraBee said...

I've been emotional lately too. Maybe the change of the season has our hormones all out of whack. I'll bring some laughs with me on Friday, 'kay?

The Royal Family said...

seriously that's me too lately I want to blame it on the dark gloomy weather but instead I thin I know it's more than that.

Sorry **HUG**

Just one day at a time, or one hour depending on the day, make sure to sneak in some of that halloween chocolate too! :)

The Royal Family said...

oh and I disagree with christina- watch a lifetime movie help get it all out!

blueviolet said...

I have phases like that too. Right now every time I see an older man, I tear up. It's been 3 years since my dad died and all the sudden, I can't be around the elderly. It's bizarre. Hoping yours passes soon.

Shelley said...

Are you preggers?

Veronica said...

That happens to me around this time of year too. I hear you and it sucks.

It's like being an emotional time bomb that goes off randomly and without warning.

Blah.

*hugs*

Melissa said...

Wow! I have been uber-hormonal lately, too. Last Friday, I told my husband I just needed to hide in my room and be left alone so I could cry. For no reason. What the heck is this decade called the 30's doing to me? I have even thought of talking to my DR. about HRT. I saw in on Oprah and I thought that sounded like me. Of course, I go on WebMD and diagnose myself with everything from saggy breast syndrome to pudgy belly disease....sigh....
So, I feel ya sista.

Heather said...

They suck when you're in puberty, they suck when you have kids, they suck when you're pre-menstrual and they'll suck when you're pre-menopausal.

Tell me again why we need hormones?

Sigh...

Hope you're feeling less melancholy, sweetie.

Shannon said...

:(



Hope you're back to :)

Jennifer said...

I want to blame it on the dark gloomy weather but instead I thin I know it's more than that.

Danielle said...

That is the WORST... its like your body is not appreciating the angst, its total garbage!

What I do, is think of a time when you were totally happy (for me its when I was a kid and we used to dance around the living room to the MMC yeah I know it was awesome, you shoulda been there!).

And then I turn on music..
and dance around my living room.

it helps.
sometimes in my car but less dancing.:)
D

Hot Tub Lizzy said...

I missed this one...

I still think you're pregnant.